When I look at this title, I ask myself what is the annoyance in my everyday life? Maybe, is there not enough money for me to spend? Are there not enough beautiful clothes for me to wear? Is there not enough free time for me to enjoy myself? Thinking it over again and again, I feel that the biggest annoyance in my daily life is that I don’t know what I want in my life on earth. Perhaps to some extent I do not know myself clearly. In my opinion, there are at least three troubles I care about most at present.
Firstly , what kind of boy I really want to have as my boyfriend? It sounds a bit strange, but it annoys me sometimes. Should he be tall and handsome? Should he be rich and bright to satisfy my vanity or just an ordinary person but who loves me deeply? The one I like or the one who likes me? Should who loves whom more? Should I refuse him in the campus because we are still young, and can not decide the city we will live in yet. If we can’t find jobs in the same city, what will happen then?
Secondly , It is shameful that i still don’t know the purpose of my study and what my study aims at. What’s more, I did not make it. Do I study just for obtaining the diploma in order to find a better job? Or learning much more knowledge of the theory? Maybe I am a bit tired of learning; occasionally I will feel confused and disappointed. I wonder whether I am wasting my time and making no progress. I dislike this feeling at all.
Thirdly, what kind of job I really hope for in future?. I had various colorful dreams when I was a child. With the time passing by, I seem to lose all of my dreams, even I can not remember clearly some of them, or I do not have the passion to make them come true . What is the most awful thing that I am still uncertain about what type of job will fit me according to my character and quality.
Maybe you will say I am a poor guy, because I have been an adult and can not catch the meaning of life yet, even I do not know what I need indeed. However, as the saying goes, “Knowing how to be the owner, but not the salve, of my own life is actually a kind of knowledge”. Therefore,I believe that I will know the key to all of above doubts one day!
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